Last Wednesday was my 34th birthday. We were able to drive the 4 hours to Paris and visit with a few friends. Our house hasn't sold yet, so we decided to rent it out for a while. We used that trip to meet up with the renters and get things squared away. I miss my house. I miss running in Central Ky. It's gorgeous there.....
My last 2 runs have sucked rocks, and I even cried after yesterday's 6 miler. (Rested today) I usually do my long runs on Sat but had to switch to Sun just for this one weekend. I ran 14 miles and struggled the entire last 5.5 miles. (Still averaged a 9:25) I almost cut it short and quit but just slowed down and got it done. I have been feeling like I am running through mud, while breathing through a straw. I know that with distance running, you have good days and bads days, and usually I tend to have more good then bad. The kicker this time is that I had to crappy runs in a row. I know it's hot and SUPER humid.... but I am really feeling like I've been slapped in the face and the world is laughing at me. Just feel so down in the dumps today.
I had several friends on FB give me some great one liners, and some nice pick me ups, and ideas of how to find my groove again. I decided to rest today and then head out tomorrow morning with zero pressure. Just me, the road, my running shoes and hopefully I will find my happy place again.
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you are gorgeous in your pics!!! i am seriously ITCHING WITH EXCITEMENT to meet you in person. Coy is going to be so jealous. haha. (not that I am that cool or anything but yeah...she should be jealous! ha!).
I totally know the feeling you are describing about your runs. That is totally how I felt on the 12 I "attempted" with Frances and Maria a few weekends ago. it was terrible. I wanted to quit after 2 miles and I just felt emotional the entire time. i felt so bad that they had to see me like that and I pretty much swore off running. But I am glad I stuck with it...last week was better and reminded me that I just have to push through those tough runs because sometimes they make me even stronger than the good ones. I really think it will be a nice change to run somewhere completely different for a while. i always run well when i am in a new place because it feels new and exciting again!
i had no idea that it took you 4 hrs to drive to paris. i will feel bad if you have to drive all the way to louisville. maybe we can find a central meeting point?
anywayyy. cant wait to see you girl. hang in there. you will be back in no time :)
Summer is beating me up and giving me waaaay too many of those runs. It's demoralizing.
Hang in there and enjoy the no-pressure run tomorrow.
Happy Belated Bday!!
Humidity can take a huge toll on your running. I hope it's feeling better soon!
It's been unusually humid around here too. Yesterday, I ran in 36% humidity and thought of you... how on earth do you run in 100%? Wow. You should get a finishers medal for making it home!
The humidity here in KY has been awful and not looking to improve in the next few days :( I LOVE your bumper sticker design! And I agree running in central Ky is pretty awesome:)
just placed my first active band order last week, super excited to try them!
We're all feeling it BIG TIME! It's the heat, I swear it causes heavy legs. Be thankful for the small things! You're running and out there and that's what counts!! Keep that head up!
Sometimes rest is the perfect answer. I hope this is one of those times.
And I haven't heard the term "sucked rocks" in a long time. Made me smile!
A rest day is always a huge help. But that humidity?!? Ugh. Way to push through!
Cute headband and happy birthday!
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